have to stop. I’ve been cutting, burning, hitting myself on a regular basis since I was 12. my wrists are completely butchered with hundreds of scars - it’s disgusting. I’m going to the doctors this afternoon and going to ask for Valium or something, he mentioned it last time so hopefully I can get that and it’ll help. Hurting myself doesnt help really, it makes me feel better for two minutes and then there’s a scar forever that I regret and just makes me feel worse. It’s like a loop of bad things that need to stop. I promise to myself I will never harm my own skin again.